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Set In The Back

by Ben McNeil

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1.
Flying High 03:25
Nine o’clock on a Monday morning It’s raining down as I pour my cup and I Look out and it’s grey like a Sunday I wonder why it’s always something Slipping through the seams Of such a beautiful dream dream Nothing’s as it seems When I turn out the light I’m flying high I’m to gonna die When I’m taking flight But I don’t know what it means When I’m something in between Full of regret ‘cause I’m fucking wretched So many times I’ve been knuckle-headed Hanging ‘round a party and I drank too much That’s the moment I knew I was out of touch Gettin’ old and I’m far less confident Just the same but I’m far from relevant Radio plays shit that makes me sick What’s the point in making music I think it’s time to move on, Yeah I guess it was fun But now I’m becoming numb When I turn out the light I’m flying high I’m to gonna die When I’m taking flight But I don’t know what it means When I’m something in between Floating high now I’m at ease Like a soft and gentle summer breeze All alone it’s clear to for far too long, I’ve been naive When I turn out the light I’m flying high I’m to gonna die When I’m taking flight But I don’t know what it means When I’m something in between
2.
Graham & Marjorie Walking together down Rundle Street mall There’s a busker far off singing, fumbling his way through wonder wall And he remembers with fondness the first time they met When the wind blew in cold and his shoes were all wet Graham and Marjorie Make a mix-tape together to remind of the day When he first built the colour age to take up her hand And nothing else mattered and all time slips away When the world closed in on you and me We were both stripped bare we were wild and free And he remembered with fondness the first time they met When the wind blew in cold and his shoes were all wet Do you remember Marjorie The morning after the night before Did your heart begin to flutter, when the lights went out and I closed the door When the world closed in on you and me We were both stripped bare we were wild and free And he remembered with fondness the first time they met When the wind blew in cold and his shoes were all wet Graham & Marjorie Creating a story that is yet to be told When their fire of youth turns to a whisper of age With you by my side I’ll be glad to grow old When the world closes in on you and me We are both stripped bare we are wild and free And he remembered with fondness the first time they met When the wind blew in cold and his shoes were all wet
3.
Always 03:20
Nobody can say that I’ve wasted my time Nobody could say that I’ve wasted yours too Even if we find that our lives are drawn apart I’ll see you soon Nobody can know the things that we’ve been through Nobody can know the fight we had last night Even though you know that I love you still It makes it hard And I know in my heart, that we’ll never, ever change And I we’ll see it through Always Nothing in this world that could change my mind Nothing in this world that could keep me caged in Even if i’m lost trying to find my way back You can count me in And I know in my heart, that we’ll never, ever change And I we’ll see it through Always No matter where we find our time I’ll have you Go, and you’ll have me to No matter where we find our lives we’ll always be And I know in my heart, that we’ll never, ever change And I we’ll see it through Always
4.
No-One 03:41
No-one, No-one ever said we’d find No-one ever said that we would never, ever lose our minds Nothing can hide my relief Nothing that you say can change the fact that your talk is cheap I felt like this before and I, don’t know you anymore Please don’t blame me Don’t blame me or my silence If you take it out on something you can take it out on your sad life
I don’t care for you at all I’ve wasted all my time to think of you it makes my skin crawl Just because you let me go, it don’t break my heart in two But you, you could never say the truth You could never come to grips with all the things you were accused Standing face to face you look away Think back to that night you tried, It wasn’t yours it wasn’t mine Enjoy your mediocre life What would, What would your girl say if I Told her everything you did now would she think that I’m a liar This is between me and you I’m no the one with secrets I’ve got nothing else I need to prove Everything you try you fail Don’t take long and you derail Fuck you Standing face to face you look away Think back to that night you tried, It wasn’t yours it wasn’t mine Enjoy your mediocre life
5.
So long, so long To all I’ve known, to all I am A brand new. Day, another day To hold onto all that remains of me You can go, you can stay, but I won’t be around Gonna drown out my memories Losing sleep, losing sleep A disconnect a soul in flames Fire away, fire away I know it’s over, and I don’t care anymore You can go, or you can stay, You know I’ll never learn I’ll never try and I’ll never please So here’s a toast to all my fails, Buy me another round, to take back my yesterdays All me pathetic, call me what you will, I won’t take it to heart Drown my sorrows, I will drink my fill, broken with one foot in the grave You can go, you can stay, but I won’t be around Gonna drown out my memories Wash away my mistakes It’s time for another round gonna take back my yesterdays You can go, you can stay, but I won’t be around Gonna drown out my memories Here’s a toast to all my fails, Buy me another round, to take back my yesterday
6.
Prove To Me 03:35
Look at the sky, look at the shades of pale blue, When the sun’s setting, do you notice the red coloured hues It’s ok Kept moving forward, step by step I keep rolling on Never looking back, never guessing always remember where I’m from It’s ok And you’re, you’re exactly where I’d hope you would be Transformed into something that’s resembling me And I can’t sleep at night knowing it’s all my fault, I hoped you know Nothing can come of this, I swear I made it and Can I make it up to you, this is something I’ve gotta prove to me Look at the night, tell me what do you see Is it crystal clear now? Or is it born from me Is it ok? Wrote a song, and it made no sense. I explained that I wrote to confess all of my faults in a sense Now I’m ok And you’re, you’re exactly where I’d hope you would be Transformed into something that’s resembling me And I can’t sleep at night knowing it’s all my fault, I hoped you know Nothing can come of this, I swear I made it and Can I make it up to you, this is something I’ve gotta prove to me
7.
I bet you never heard, the story about a boy, then girl From the moment that they met, so easy to remember but not forget She always cried with that look in her eyes, he didn’t know it was a lifetime ago, no She tried to understand, what makes a girl become a man Now no-one speaks it’s just tear-stained cheeks Something deep inside her told her ‘No!, it can’t be like this it can’t be so’ So she pushed it down Feeling like some deformed clown The memory that lingers all the pointing fingers The hate that she wished she could just escape save my place in heaven, I’ve do my time in hell Don’t change the world, just change yourself The theatre of absurd is too beautifyul for words What don’t bend, will always break Keeping it inside’s one big mistake ‘They only mean you well!’ Tell those motherfuckers they can go to hell. I know who I am I’m no girl now, I’m a man The memory that lingers all the pointing fingers The hate that she wished she could just escape save my place in heaven, I’ve do my time in hell Don’t change the world, just change yourself Don’t go changing unless you want change The only change is I yourself The memory that lingers all the pointing fingers The hate that she wished she could just escape save my place in heaven, I’ve do my time in hell Don’t change the world, just change yourself
8.
you and me we've been around we're hell bent but heaven found some say you're the only thing I've lost, well I say that's not the truth Keeps us alive through think and thin before the end I'll see the fool I've been, the fool I've been And I can't stay mad at you forever, you mean everything to me Cause you, you mean everything to me so much life we're yet to live another life we've gotta give I promise I won't ask for more And I can't stay mad at you forever, you mean everything to me Cause you, you mean everything to me It's been days since I've had one last glimpse at all we knew and how we'll do, I'll never ask for more And I can't stay mad at you forever, you mean everything to me Cause you, you mean everything to me
9.
From Above 03:55
As we said our last goodbyes the skies turned to grey driving home through clouded tears surrender to heartbreak but I know that you left behind, pieces of you that I've yet to find All things yeah I find in time, yeah I know As I walk through empty rooms stare at the floor I hear you climb the steps, walk right through my door But I know it's not you I hear, even though I still feel you near, There'll be a day when there's no more tears yeah I know From above I see your eyes, shining down on me even though I'm left behind, it's only a matter of time This I truly believe, That you and I will hold each other again Everyday I look at you, I see your smiling face Framed on the wall in my favourite place holding onto memories of the day we met, as I breathe my last breath Now I know that I'm on my way, there's no fear, no, I'm not afraid I turn around and I see you face, now I know From above I see your eyes, shining down on me even though I'm left behind, it's only a matter of time This I truly believe, That you and I will hold each other again

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A labour of love, written, recorded, mixed and mastered by Ben McNeil. A challenge set by the artist himself, to create a quality album in as short an amount of time possible. for no other reason than to prove he could at least attempt it.

Set In The Back is a series of tracks bounding between anger, joy, mourning and love. Each one a reflection of Ben's life.

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released April 7, 2018

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Ben McNeil Adelaide, Australia

Ben McNeil (a Singer-Songwriter from Adelaide, Australia) has a passion for energetic alternative and vibrant melodies that echo genres as diverse as acoustic, folk and pop. He set out to develop a personal and insightful approach to songwriting, to create compelling tracks with a sound that feels refreshingly modern yet organic and natural. ... more

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